Life

I'm so bored right now. Don't know what I want to do. Hmm... hate this feeling. Why do I feel like this??? I should be enjoying my hols! Haizz...

Yay... going out this Friday with two of my bestest friends !!!! Hehe... hope everything goes well. Haven't seen them for so so SO LONG. MISS THEM SO MUCH !!!!~!!

Hmm so many things to talk about, don't even know if I have the time to finish all my STORIES :p So happy going to see them again. Really really HAPPY !!!

Oh ya, I also got to know that my best friend got her car already and guess what ? It is the SAME as my car!!! Haha... only difference is the colour, mine is YELLOW whilst hers is BLUE!

So happy to hear from my friend today. Hehe... you know those unexpected phone calls you receive from an old friend. So nice to just hear their voice, hear them talk about their lives, most importantly they REMEMBER ME !!! :p

Actually had plans to go out but then it was cancelled. A bit disappointed but then again, can always go out another day. Hmm... there's a bright side to it though, hehe... I get to SLEEP lots and lots and LOTS tomorrow!! :p

While I was watching tv, suddenly my sis asked if I could fetch her to tuition. I was like ' Huh? What time is your tuition? Why inform me so late?' Oh well, she was already late and though I dreaded driving I fetched her.

Everything was fine till I reached a junction. Hmm... while I was turning out, suddenly a van horn me, don't know why. Maybe I was too slow or perhaps... well, I don't know. It kinda scared me a little.

Hmm... so happy to reach home safely. Even happier when my dad said he could fetch me to class. SO HAPPY don't have to drive !!!! :)

You know the malay proverb 'sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga' ?

Haizz... I certainly am losing my confidence in driving. After that narrow escape, I continued my journey to class though I was actually deciding to just turn around and go home. Didn't want to DRIVE !!~! Felt like calling someone and talking to them to calm myself, was pretty shaken up. But was still driving so couldn't.

Oh well, I reached the place and started to look around for a parking spot. There were So many cars today. I drove slowly and managed to find one but it was on the opposite side of the road. I turned the car a little and waited for the opposite cars to pass before parking my car. I was waiting (signal was on) when suddenly I heard someone horn from behind. Me being me, I always think people horn me (don't know why) but this time IT WAS ME. As I turned a little to check it out, a motorcyclist came up on the right side of my car (I was turning right to park). He looked so angry, after riding past he even turned and STARED !!

Gosh... I seriously seriously didn't like driving then. Don't know why I didn't just go home. Hmm, it's been a pretty bad day. No one to comfort me, thankfully class was okay or else... I think I'd cry...

Was just online and chatting, wasting my hols when...

My friends who were chatting and those who were not suddenly msg me


I got kinda excited and worried. Typed the website, entered my student ID and password then..


It was like some magic show, just one click and the whole of my semester one result was staring at me. I didn't really prepared myself, didn't expect anything, just sorta clicked before thinking. There IT WAS !! Gosh...

I guess it's not too bad but not too good either. Oh well, it's over and done with. At first was quite upset, felt like crying but... hmm... nvm la. Didn't know how my friends fared at that time, so couldn't really place myself. I guess it's OKAY.

To my jealous friend,

Today went to Sunway Pyramid!!! Hehehe... I was kinda excited cause we were going ICE-SKATING!!! Planned a few times with different friends but didn't manage to go. Plans were kinda altered at the last minute so failed to go TwiCe. So, I was afraid it would go awry today too. BUT but but.. IT DIDN'T !!! SO HAPPY !!!

Then after the excitement faded away, I was suddenly nervous and scared. Haha, I've only been skating ONCE ! That was a long time ago. Owh owh... can't really remember how. Suddenly not so thrilled about it instead a bit reluctant. Hehe...

At first it was kinda scary and I was clinging to the wall, afraid of letting go. A few of us didn't know how to skate as well so I suppose we were the ones staggering along slowly by the sides. Those who knew a thing or two tried to help and well, SkaTe :p After a while, the ice was being resurfaced and we got our 'well-deserved' BreaK.

Then we were back on the ice once more. A friend who was late joined us then and it was SO fun as he can skate quite well. Hehe.. so for people like me, one additional 'support' :p



I went once and well it was okay. Today, however, the bow felt heavy and I didn't really have enough strength to pull the arrow back. So, after just shooting one, ONe arrow I gave up. I didn't want to play anymore. Hmm... was quite scary too as the bow was shaky and well.. just didn't feel up to it. The person there sorta said 'never seen any girl like me before, call me chicken too! hmph!' It was rather fun though to stand and watch the remaining 'Robin HOODs' Hehe... Who knew they were soon going to evolve into great bowlers :p

Yupz, we went bowling next. Hehe... seems never ending doesn't it? We played two games and it was pretty fun, watching each other bowl, cheering and laughing, sometimes 'threatening' hehe... "this time must go into the DRAIN!!" haha... I played quite alright, yea... sometimes go into the drian too but oh well... it was FUN!!!! :)

Some of them went home after that but there were still four of us. We decided to go play some 'air hockey'. I didn't really know what it was, don't think I've played before. It was quite interesting and SCARY !! Haha.. I had a go at it and I kinda screamed a bit... okay okay... a LOT. Can you blame me ?? Seeing the thing fly here and there, so scared fly into the goal, worse still if you hit it in yourself into Your Own Goal. Gosh... I think lost half my voice after that. But I WON!! Hehe... so LUCKY! It's my lucky lucky day *SmileS* :)

Had a long long LONG wait after that. It was very boring and my legs were aching (from the skating and walking around I suppose). 'Ouch!' Hehe... we were waiting for a booth, those where you take photos and it prints out in the form of stickers. We didn't know what to do exactly so it was kinda a crazy situation. Haha.. not prepared and the lights already starting to blink. Gosh... quite 'kelam kabut' as they say in BM. The pictures turn out quite okay but I don't really like how I look, haha... kinda weird >.<

Later went to 'Waffle World' (is it? I forgot) Just one word though, YUMMY !!~! Nice, delicious, super super nice WAFFLES!! Went to what my cousin refers to as 'Cottage House' later hehe... SPECIAL place where only few know hehe.... ;p Bought some cute stuff. Oh oh... PUM-PY too hehe... :p

Well, after that sorta called it a day and went home. Quite tired but satisfied with how the day has been. FUN FUN and FUN !!!!



* I didn't get Lya today though. Hmm... nvm la. Guess it's just not meant to be. Maybe I'll just forget bout it. Byee ...

Oh ya, wanted to go for batman begins today but didn't as we couldn't find the time. blehxx...
The cinema though was kinda creepy as they decorated the place with plastic bats. Gave me the CREEPS !! Eeww... didn't like it.

To my curious fren,

To that special someone,

Hmm.. it never occured to me how difficult it is just to plan an outing. NO, I'm not even talking about a trip, just a plain, simple OUTING. Gosh... it used to be so easy, just name a date, place, time and that's it. People show up, we have a good time and well enjoy ourselves. But I guess, it is because there were only few of us.

Now it's like, have to keep calling or msg one another, after determining everything suddenly someone wants to change the date. It can be SO FRUSTRATING ! I guess I never thought much bout it but my frenz are just so GREAT.... NEVER had this kinda problem before. Everything was just smooth sailing. That's also maybe cause they were okay with anything and I mean really OKAY with anything not just saying it and meaning otherwise. Haizz...


Feeling really bad... Haiz... Some say I shouldn't be but I really do feel terrible. Hmm.. am I a terrible person?? But I really try to accomodate to everyone... I tried...

Hmm went for a sorta like 'Father's Day' dinner yesterday. It was kind of messy and noisy. Few families eating together, one table children, one table adults. Yea... sorta just hang with my cousins so stuck with the 'children' table :p

At first my younger cousins were making quite some noise. They even sorta fought over the last peanut (appetizer). Haha... two brothers reaching out, pulling each other for a PEANUT. It was quite comical actually. Then a few of them were busy talking away, animatedly, each engross in listening and putting in a few facts or two. Sometimes, it seems like a competition :p Each wanting to tell their story, relenting the other to continue. Hehe..

So, it was kinda noisy, our table creating a mild havoc in the restaurant. I guess it was kind of tiring to the waiters, suddenly one child raising the glass wanting more tea... then after that requesting for more ice; 'eh? why no ice wan??' or perhaps 'ice..ice...' haha... when they wanted to change the plates, they were like all raising their plates, giving it to them sorta made them rush a bit. The table cloth was also filled with stains, one spot here, another there. The other tables were having clean table cloths ours was looking like something after 'art' class :p

It was quite a change from the usual peaceful and quiet dinner where you just sit and enjoy the food. But it was quite FUN :p

After that, went to my aunt's house and just hang out for a while. We had cake too... YUM !! Hmm.. it's rather nice to just sit in the midst of your family be it watching tv or just listening to them talk.

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS....

i suppose that IS true... sometimes, i just wanna believe but i can't !!

hmm... i hope, i really really REALLY HOPE that it is not true....

it seems that the exam results are gonna be sent to our homes,during the second week of hols too!!
can u imagine ??? my parents knowing MY result before ME ??!!!! gosh.... seems so weird...

anyway, i hope i did OKAY .... at least just pass all of my subjects... but then again, there's further maths.... that's a BIG worry .... >.<

hmm its been a pretty upsetting day, feeling kinda down. thought i could go out and just chill with a friend, i mean it is HOLS but turns out i can't. :( have to cancel it at the last minute but i guess it can't be helped.

anyway, hols have been pretty fun so maybe i shouldn't grumble so much. hehe been out too much i suppose. watching 'oliver' at genting was pretty cool, singing and dancing, they performed the whole story. came back quite late and was quite worned out. hmm.. the nice chilly air up there was refreshing, a nice break from the hot weather nowadays. sometimes i really thank those who invented the 'air-con' * applause* to them :p

after that, went to a friend's house for BBQ on monday night, sorta a class gathering thingy. it was kinda fun haha.. especially the part where someone got thrown into the pool!! hehe.. thankfully not me though .... hmm college classmates seem to like this kinda gathering stuff, so far i've been to two.

after so many outings, it was kinda nice to just stay at home and SLEEP for the next two days though it became a little boring on wednesday :p but then... i like sleeping hehehe... some ppl even say i'm like a piggie d.... blehxx...

i went to the movies on thursday... gosh... so scary !!!!! watched 'House of Wax'. i'm no big fan of horror movies but then felt kinda curious bout the show so i went. hehee... *clap clap* so brave :p luckily my friend accompany me or else i think i 'pengsan' d.... before the show start was like 'oh no... why did i want to watch this!! NO....' i guess curiosity kills the cat n i was like SO dead... hahaha.... :p the outing was kinda fun though the show was err... OKAY i suppose but i will gladly pass the opportunity to watch it again... its just not my cup of tea.

hmm... went for tuition on friday but brain wasn't working, seemed to have taken a holiday and ran away somewhere. nothing seemed to go in. haha.... sit there staring at teacher, listening and i suppose at times just nodding for the sake of it. i guess i have to revise the notes once i get it. ishhkk... must force my brain to start working again. currently just zzzzz....... slumber land...

hope today will turn out to be better. hate feeling like this.... makes me sorta be mean to everyone. haizz.... guess i should just stay away from people till i cheer up a little. anywayz, to those still having hols, have FUN !! those having exams, well.... ur turn will come. GooD LucK !!

cheers !!~!!

wow.. i'm so so LAZY !! i woke up so late in the afternoon today, got more than 12 hours of sleep!
becoming a small piggie d..... hehe... guess i better watch it :p

hmm.... so nice to be able to sleep till so late :p no need go college, no need to listen to lecturer, can just be lazy n let time fly hehehee...... naughty me ..

guess i better wake up earlier tomorrow. better not let this become a habit. hmm.... wonder what i'll do tomorrow. hehe... so nice to have HOLS !!! :)

today went for frisbee as usual but the turnout was GREAT. there were so many people, i think 20+. kinda AmazinG really.... the weather however, was so hot and after a bit of running it kinda wears u down.

after that went to pyramid, actually wanted to go ice skating but then in the end just sorta window shopped. hehe... but i was actually quite surprised that my parents actually let me drive there. so cool..... hehee... feel kinda independent but then still prefer people to fetch cuz can get away from the parking problem :p

well, its gonna be a busy weekend. gonna have guests over later, hopefully everything will be great. hehee.. tomorrow going out again. suddenly seem so happening hahaha... gonna go watch 'Oliver' .... yupz going to genting hehee.. :)

really gonna enjoy this hols.... so HAPPY !!!!!!

euclid results are out. i got a cert!!! hahaha.. i managed!!! so happy !!! :)

yay yay ..... hehehheee...... going crazy d :p

yay!! finally finished exams :) hehe... last paper was math, was so so SO lazy to study but then its over. so NICE!! after exams went to 1U with classmates to catch a movie. there was so many people, altogether we purchased 19 tickets, NINETEEN!!! the person at the counter was like 19?!! asked twice too just to be sure. guess its not usual for people to buy that many :p anyway, we watched mr. & mrs. Smith. it was quite a good movie. after the movie we sorta split off and had our own activities. it was kinda fun to just go out and hang about the shopping mall. a nice change away from books :)

happy happy me!!! now having two weeks of hols !!! YIPPEE !!! :p

wow.. i didn't expect college exams to be SO formal. sit according to class at the assigned venue, no pencil boxes, no liquid paper, no highlighter and the list just goes on. its worse than spm i think....

gosh, the formality of it brings out the fear of exams... i mean usually school tests are not really as fearful as major exams like spm but this was like worse.... gosh...

today was the physics paper and it was like a race with time, 40 questions in an hour, barely had time to think before picking out an answer. is it A ? or perhaps B ? sometimes i just simply pick one, what u call 'tembak' .... some of my friends didn't even finish the paper and had to simply fill in the remaining blanks.

there was like 15 minutes break before physics paper 2 but we weren't allowed to even leave our places, not even to go toilet. it seems that the 15 minutes were for them to collect the paper1 and distribute paper2. we were only allowed toilet visits once paper2 commences. i didn't know how many questions were there but heard that it was perhaps 9 before that. guess what? there were ELEVEN!! one hour and fifteen minutes to do 11 questions !!! gosh.....

after the tiring hour of scribbling away, there was further math 1 test to 'look forward' to. the weather was so hot and i was feeling rather sleepy by 1. although there were only 6 questions and 2 hours which is relatively lots more time, i didn't know how to DO !!! it was so so so SO SO ... ( u get the idea) DifficulT !! i dun even know if i can pass... :(

hmm... will be having exams till the end of this week. hopefully, hopefully everything will be fine. seriously speaking, just hoping for the hols to arrive asap :P

wow.. it's been such a long time since I last posted. Anyway, been pretty busy with homework plus the upcoming exams which is like TOMORROW :o *panic* !!!

hehe.. as usual still doing the last minute studying, trying to cram everything asap..
my poor poor brain... hmm quite happy though that exams only gonna last for five days !!! hehe... a nice change from the weeks and weeks of agonising 'torture' :p but then again less subjects to study!! hehe.. perhaps they know we getting old so lacking in brain power hehehe.... not much capacity left :p

this will be the first semester exam but so many people are taking it super seriously as though its like spm .. oh wait.... more important than spm... gosh, the pressure... hmm guess i shouldn't really bother and just be myself. hopefully.. HopefullY i'll do fine *cross fingers* :)

hmm no use wishing without doing anything huh? guess i better hit the books before i really really regret. To all having exams too, all de best; to those lucky people having hols...
well, (jealous, jealous) enjoy urselves !!! ciaoz ~